I forgot to mention that I have an autistic high-functioning nephew that is constantly with my mom and I. I can kinda understand where you're coming from. He speaks very well, but has a weird blockage. He knows there's something wrong but he'd rather not talk about it and focus on his hobbies. he has terrible anxiety too and is constantly moving. We love his butt so much. I bet your parents love you to itty bitty pieces as well.